filthy as rags
3/28/2024 i am old and everything around me is breaking i thought i had broken too pieces of myself i dont like but only pieces i like have somehow died along the way all i can do is know that i wont ever be perfect coming to terms with this is what is needed needing and needing tired of needing i dont want my wants either and i dont want to want at all only his wants his needs his ways of being so i can be just like him less me more him father forgive me and my sins whats broken can be repaired into something better all that is bad can be turned to good all because of him